my rock and my fortress

I depend on God alone; I put my hope in him. Psalm 62:5

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Home.

Seriously wouldn’t mind being taken homein my sleep tonight. Or the second coming happening? That would be quite appreciated God. I’m sorry. I love you. 

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Questions

This past month has been horrible. I know God will use it. But I’m so impatient. I just want to understand. Why? Why does it all have to be so hard.

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mypatronusisthedoctor asked: Okay so 135: How many kids do you want and what will be their names? Also... going to ask some more but can't be bothered to read them all so random ones it is! Um 11, 27, 42, 56, 74, 96, 98, 111, 127, 134, 142, 147, 150. Sorry if any of them are awkward, I literally just did random numbers

Haha (: well my opinion on kids is changing (:

Twins would be nice (: and if not, I have my heart set on one boy, Leon, and one girl, Charlotte. However, I’ve been thinking :P if I miscarry or either of them are stillborn, I don’t think I’d have another child. So possibly one? (: Personally I only want to have a child that I can offer every opportunity to. So if I can only do that for one then I’ll only have one. Does that make sense? Haha.

Now for the others (:

11. What do I miss? I don’t really miss a specific time. As much as I want to be a child again I am really enjoying my current season of life as well, as challenging as it may be (:

27. Meaning behind my URL - It’s the most simple thing I could think of to describe God and why I love Him (:

 42. When did I last hold hands? Hahahah! Surprisingly not with James! But with Janusz this afternoon doing the Ramba :P
However in that way, it would have been probably a week ago on date night (:

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Alive at this very moment? Maybe Mark Driscoll? I just find him so inspirational (: Someone dead? William Wilburforce I think (:

74. Favourite Animal Elephant! Hehe I just think they’re such strong incredible creatures, yet they act with this amazing gentleness! I love them :P

96: Bullied someone on the internet? Definitely not on purpose! However, I’m not perfect in any way. And the way I intend for things to occur isn’t necessarily the way they do. So not that I’m aware of but if I have I’ll cop it on the chin and admit that it was a mistake (:

98: Played on a sports team? On a team? Other than school teams no. As a part of a team, yes :P

111: Been to a professional sports game?  An LA Angels game (:

127: Met someone famous? Jimmy Barnes :P

134: What do I want for birthday? Well my next birthday is my 18th :/ so I’ll leave it up to Mum and Dad (: I think they have a plan haha

142: One of my scars, how did I get it?  The one on my forehead - from running into a wall haha

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Yeah all the time. Friendships, relationships, schoolwork haha.

150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me Probably not the meanest, but the most upsetting? That they thought I wasn’t living out my faith. It’s confronting :P

Thanks Em!

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Not sure if anyone will even ask, but I'm curious as to what people are curious about haha.

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Full name
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Zodiac sign
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3 things I love
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My best friend
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My best first date
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How tall am I
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What do I miss
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What time were I born
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Do I have a crush
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What am I listening to right now
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First thing I notice in new person
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Ever done a prank call?
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What colour of underwear I'm wearing now?
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Meaning behind my URL
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The reason I joined Tumblr
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Do I and my last ex hate each other?
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Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
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Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
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When did I last hold hands?
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How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
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Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
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Where am I right now?
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If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
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Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
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Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
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Am I excited for anything?
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Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
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How often do I wear a fake smile?
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When was the last time I hugged someone?
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What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
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Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
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What is something I disliked about today?
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If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
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Can I touch my nose with a tounge?
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Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?
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Favourite animal?
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What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
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What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
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What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
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How can you win my heart?
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What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
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What is my favorite word?
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My top 5 blogs on tumblr
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If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
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Do I have any relatives in jail?
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I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
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What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
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What is my current desktop picture?
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Bought condoms?
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Failed a class?
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Had job?
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Left the house without my wallet?
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Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
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Been outside my home country?
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Gotten my heart broken?
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Cut myself?
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Fly by helicopter?
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What do I want for birthday?
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How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
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Was I named after anyone?
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What was my favourite toy as a child?
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Where do I want to live when older?
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Play any musical instrument?
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One of my scars, how did I get it?
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Favourite pizza toping?
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Am I afraid of the dark?
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Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
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Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
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What I'm really bad at
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What my greatest achievments are
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The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
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What I'd do if I won in a lottery
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What do I like about myself
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My closest Tumblr friend
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Any question you'd like

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I’m just thankful today.

A couple of days ago I had one of the worst days of my life. It wasn’t really for a particular reason, just everything in general. I hate fighting with James. I can be so self-centred sometimes. So self absorbed. It’s only now that I realise I sort of created that day for myself. So now I am thankful. I am so thankful that God gave me a second opportunity. That I’m here today.

I don’t want to wake up tomorrow without my life the way it is now! So what am I thankful for?

God I am thankful for James - the love of my life, my favourite person, my best friend. I am thankful that I have so many amazing friends and peers. I may not have a huge amount of close friends, but being so hurt on friday made me realise how many people care about me. I am thankful for my teachers. My teachers have really shown their care for me this past week and I am so grateful. They’re my friends. They care about me. I am respected. So I am thankful for that too. God I thank you! You have blessed me with the respect of my teachers and so many students. I feel so proud to know that I wear Your name. And that even though I stuff up sometimes, You use those moments too. I thank you that I am in a position of power. Power to change the school. I pray for the Social Justice Team! I am so grateful that I am able to start this. I am thankful for the brains I have and for what I am able to achieve with it. I am just so thankful for everything I have been blessed with!

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mypatronusisthedoctor:

bringon-theworld:

Can you all please take a few minutes out of your lovely day to watch this video of a friend of mine singing. He has an amazing voice, trust me.

If you would be kind enough to like the video it may win him a scholarship of a lifetime worth $50, 000 to AICM.

I would very much appreciate it. Thank you lovelies.  

I also know him, and I would love it if you all watched it. He really deserves this chance :)

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love.

To feel the love and care through his fingertips (: being held in adoration. I have never felt so loved. 

I have never felt so cherished or physically loved in my entire life! I know that God should always be my standard and He will always love me the most (: but the physical experience of love only deepens my understanding of God’s love. This love is only a tiny snippet!

How much must God love us if I can feel so strongly about another human being?!He’s incredible. Incomprehensible.